Tuesday, April 22, 2014

do you really know me?

I clinged to the rope,
I held it tight...
Memories never fade...
Rocks fell, I as well,
I clinged to the rope,
I held it tight...

Fairies danced around me,
Each skipped before my eyes,
Their melodies filled the winter air
 I watched them, beams appeared, still,
 I clinged to the rope,
I held it tight...

A dwarf broke my spirit free,
I am not clinging to the rope…
I am not holding it tight…
Beams appeared not the usual ones

 Fairies thwarted,
Too late for my sprinting spirit
I flew, I pranced..
Heedlessly done all hoax

Tumbled to the abyss
Almost lost my soul
Abandoned by a dwarf , after all
Dwarf that enthralled my longing spirit
As I clinged to the rope,
As I held it tight

A voice woke me up,
Tears streamed,
I cannot stop…
The fairies lulled…
Tears streamed,
I cannot stop…

I felt tired, I closed my eyes,
Thoughts flooded my mind…

Spell must be casted ,
To  I, who caused such mess

Every pirouette of mine, fairies halted
I shoved them, I despised them,
I veiled myself

I believed every pretension of the dwarf
I gave into it…
Despite the caveats,
I gave into it

I don’t despise anything around me
Even the dwarf…
Guilt is on my side, not theirs
I am the one who broke free, not them

Spell must be casted ,
To  I, who caused such mess

Fairies were still there,
They still believed,
Beams appeared once more,
The ones I used to see before,

The dwarf came back
 Luring again,
I covered my ears…
With all my might,
I covered my ears…

I walked,
Seeing  my body,
Still clinged to the rope,
I hastened,
My body’s grip loosened
I hastened…

Panic-stricken eyes stared to each other
I’m glad you went back,
Where have you been?
My heart leaped,

I clinged to the rope,
I held it tighter than before…

Treading would not be easy
Fairies come and go, lightening up my loads
The voice never left,
Beams shine after gloomy skies,

Tightly, I hold onto my rope,
With my never-failing hope
Treading would not be easy…
Beams shine after gloomy skies

Is anyone reading this?
answer me,

Do you really know me?

(haha..nevermind the grammar)